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I don't even know what to say, let alone think, about my mother any more. She was yelling at me for something when I mentioned that I was stressed out. Her response to that was (and I quote) "What stress?" And this after yelling at me about school and getting a job for four hours straight earlier today ( Read more... )

Okay, so I figured that I could manage with just a plus account until I got a job (which isn't happening any time soon, despite all the jobs I have applied for). Then just now, I discovered that the majority of my userpics are now inactive. I knew that would happen, of course, but somehow I was thinking that the older pics would be the ones to be ( Read more... )

My dad is in a particularly bad mood right now. I can tell by the names he's calling me, and how vicious his insults are this evening.
The worst part of it is that when he asks me what I've accomplished this summer, I can't respond at all, because I know that the things I have accomplished this summer are not things that he approves of--he thinks ( Read more... )

My dad just said "tribble crap".

Be careful playing thumb wars, especially when you're high on endorphins from that migraine you had earlier....that crack you just heard, that was the bone(s) in your thumb breaking from the force you are applying with the rest of your body to hold down your sister's thumb ( Read more... )

Happy birthday bb sister Becky!

Thank the gods she doesn't read my lj, she'd probably kill me for calling her "bb sister"...

If my father is to be believed, the only way I will ever benefit society is by killing myself off. At least, that's what it sounds like he's saying. I'm so worn down by his negativity that I'm having wishful thoughts of committing suicide. Not that I want to actually follow through on those thoughts, mind you.

Update, 8:01 P.M.: It never fails ( Read more... )

Questioning the Pain I Feel by holmes221b

( heart's song bleeding out )